Pokemon #4(?)

How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes...

Got nowhere to run

The night goes on...

As I'm fading away..

I'm sick of this life!

I just wanna scream!!!!

How could this happen to me?

                          Ah, yes. How unique. I'll be updating the blog a lot more now.

I had a lot of stuff going on so... I couldn't really do anything with it. Just kinda sititng there. Don't worry though, I'll always be here! Good ol' faithful me!

:) 

Just letting you guys know I'm alive. I'll post something interesting soon! I promise! <3

Forever faithful~

--Astridskye//Blythe_Ross.Anderson

Why I go by Ross: Revealed

Yes. Instead of my first name I go by my middle name. Ross. It seems so strange, so foreign. An unfitting name for a Jane Doe like myself. Simple dirty blonde hair. Natural of course. Gray blue eyes that rival the color of a stormy day. Slightly short, at a nice 5'3". Average body, nothing exceedingly special. Well, unless you could count my slightly-larger-than-average breasts. A nice smile, and a good heart. Simple. Sweet. Me.

Or at least, I wish I was.

Other people would laugh if you described me this way. It might even bring a tear to their eye. I hope it makes their day, or makes them laugh.

I can't seem to walk down the main halls lately. Not without their eyes, boring into my back. Some people see me just another kid, trying to get to their first class of the day. Others, see 'her' walking. That one girl, whom no one wants to associate with. I guess that they assume it's a sin to know me. Whatever their excuse to hate me is, there's always one.

I don't mean to sound like a pitied fool, please. Spare me. For the most part I'm posting this to vent. Also, I'm not pulling any Amanda Todd or whomever shit. I'd just rather tell the blog my troubles than waste someone's time.

Almost all of the people who say these things have never met me, and on most occasions never seen me. The stories though, they stick with people. No one ever treats me the same after they hear them. Regardless if they were fake or the truth.

It would take up your day, and incriminate people if I were to name names. Unlike all these people, I have no grudges against any of them.

I mean, hey! I brought this upon myself.


By now, I'm sure you're wondering why all those people seem to detest me.


"She's such a whore!"

"I bet she's on her way to her 7 o'clock blow!"

"Think she's had sex.... Today?"

"Ew, I bet her vagina looks like a elephants!"

"Someone call the police, 'cause the zoo's lost One of their animals ... Well, she fucks like one!"

"Damn, look! It's the cumslut!"

"Fucking Popsicle"

"Geeze, Ross needs to be at her brothel instead of school. She's just gonna become a Prostitute later on... If she isn't already one."

"Holy fuck! You're dating cumslut! Don't fuck her, I heard she has too many Std's to count!!"

"She can't count how many people she's blown."

"What a fucking idiot. I hope she drops dead. ... Lol! You're right, AIDs will get her soon!"


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... So, this is why they think this.

To answer some questions...

[1]. "Are you a virgin?"

- Yes.

[2]. "Have you blown a guy?"

- Yes.

[3]. "Can you count how many guys you've blown?"

-Yes

[4]. "How many guys have you dated? Hah! I bet you can't count them all!"

- Actually, I can count how many.

Six.
I might have had a few little flings lasting a week or less.

But seriously dated?

Six guys.

[5]. "Are you a Prostitue??"

-Of course not!!

[6]. "What are all your nicknames?"

- Cumslut, cumsdumpster, Popsicle, slut, whore, and D!ckLuverr69.

[7]. "Do you think you deserve all this abuse?"

- I may have brought it upon myself, but no one deserves this pain.


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I love myself. I love me.

[X] "Friends"
[X] Ex-Boyfriends
[ ] Non-immediate family.
[X] Mother
[X] Father
[X] Brother
[X] Total strangers
[ ] Current boyfriend
[X] Neighbors


The ones marked "X" believe I'm a Slut. That's right. Two.

Two.

I'm just a geeky little Freshman on the East Coast. Your words hurt, but they make me stronger.

So I want to thank you all, for making me a better person every day.

I feel sorry, that you have to make yourself feel better by dragging someone else down.

Ross is the 'her'. Not Blythe. Not me. No, Ross is the monster, the whore.

Not.

Me.
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Timmy.
He's the unmarked box.

Obviously, my boyfriend.

I jumped into his arms without knowing what I was gonna get myself into.

Thank. GOD I did!
He... He is good to me. He actually is interested in what I'm in.
I'll write you a personal blog post later Timmy<3

Geek X Nerd

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So, this isn't a Pokemon post 'cause it's too personal.

~~Astridskye// B.Ross.Anderson

Particles Test!

For all those people that might check the blog time to time that ACTUALLY play Feral Hearts, I have a little video for you.

Anyone who doesn't play, you can pretty much disregard this post.

If Santana's amazing guitar doesn't persuade you to download the fairy particle for your map, I don't know what WILL. 

The download for the particles can be found here: 

http://feral-heart.com/index.php?option=com_jfusion&Itemid=2&jfile=index.php&topic=10942.0

Thank you Glave!!! <3 

~Astridskye/SkyeFang/B.R.A

Pokemon#1

My Face When...

I learned my friend's are teaching me how to dance.

Okay, this is a little different from the posts that I usually do. This may or may not turn into a weekly thing for the blog. If it does, I'll let you know. It'll be like... My weekly rant? Yeah. I'll keep you posted

ANYWHORE.

So, my friend Sensei(You'll understand why her fake name is sensei in a minute or two) was like "Hey! I'm gonna talk in an urban voice brah!" My initial response was this:

._. NIEN!

So, we argued for a few minutes and we came to an agreement:

If I dance with her at school on Monday, she won't talk in an Urban voice. At that point I was kind of like: 

Of course, then I remembered the awful fact that no matter how hard I tried...I can never dance.

No popping.

No samba.

Tango.

Freestyle.

Booty Dancing.

Absolutely NONE of that... None.

None.

Of course, she's not gonna give up on the thought of teaching me how to dance. I don't have anything against people teaching me how to dance, but I started to decline a little bit 'cause I know they'll fail. 

What did Sensei do? 

Got JESS involved. 

Now, if you read the post about 'My boyfriend can move his hips better than me.' 

Yeah... that was about  Jess. 

So, now I'm just kinda screwed. 

So, sensei. If you happen to read this...

x_x 

Good

Luck!

~ Astridskye/B.R.A

Richard Donut

Hello! Astridskye here. SkyeFang was gracious to lend me another picture of her newest character.

His name is actually Falconpaw...

HOWEVER. 

At least for the Blog's sake, his name is Richard Donut.

Now, Richard Donut is a pretty good friend of mine. :) I won't disclose his real name, as I never do. He's an old friend of my boyfriend Jesse. He's a homosexual, and if you saw him you'd know it in an instant. This label doesn't define him though. No, he's so much more than that. Richard is kind, sweet and in a word? Awesome. Tall, long hair. Fragile frame but surprisingly strong. ( He could pick me up. -_- ) While he might come across as a flamer /which he is <3/ he is a really good guy. I can't wait for him to find Mr. Right!!! Whoever he is will be like, the luckiest guy ever.


Loveeee yoouuuuu!!!

~Astridskye/B.R.A.

Twin, yeah.

Twin!

New video My lovelies!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-FnmjazTips&feature=plcp

Hello! ^_^ Here's my newest video on Youtube.

It's sad, but I like how it came out.

Here are some screenies from the video~

Night everyone!~

Rambles for the ... _What?_

Random title is random.
So is photo:

Boyfriend's cat. :P so cute! Not sure which kitten it is...

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__WARNING!!!!___ This is basically gonna be me rambling about everything that passes through my head.

Reader's discretion is advised
/GREATLY!/

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Alright my little lovelies! It's Astridskye here, just coming back from my cozy little beach house. While I was relieved to go there... I wish it would've just been momma, dad and I. I don't have anything wrong with my extended family coming down to visit. No, but I really wanted to come down this weekend and take a few days to kick back and relax. Study some Japanese and play on my GameCube. ( PAC-Man 2, bi0tches! ;) )

Of course, I would get no such chance. My aunt & Uncle came down with my Grandma, and my older cousin. Also, my God-mother and Uncle came down as well.

What a recipe for disaster.

I at least got a decent night's rest. As long as I have that, I'm wonderful. ^_^.

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I honestly have never felt this way about any guy... I mean, sure. In middle school I've dated here and there

( seems insignificant, now x_x )

My koibito ( lover ) is 100% amazing. He's the guy I wrote the little crappy poems about a few posts back.
His "Name" is Jess.

( if you followed my older blogs, you know that I NEVER put real people's names on here. And yes, his fake name is my OC's nickname. )

Anywhore, this is the first time I've actually wanted to do the sweet little nice things like...
*Cook for him
*Give him a massage(?)
*Write cute little love notes
*Go shopping at the mall ( he'd enjoy it more than I would o_o )
*Learn how to f*ckin dance.
*Avoid all Southern heritage.

Shit like that! I've never wanted to do that stuff before... I suppose this means I really do love him. Meh.

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Those are basically the only things that have been constantly running through my mind.

Love you, my little hermit crabs.~

~~Astridskye/B.R.A

Sleepy Fox

Her name is Shasta. ^_^

Love

I love the beach. It's so wonderful.., calm peaceful... Tranquil. I love this place.

I can't think of a place I'd rather be...
...than by the open sea.

High on life, happy to be with my cousin and listening to my koibito's soothing guitar. And I know some kanji.

Yep, I feel amazing.

Magenta. the long over-due

Sorry it took so long! x_x

But, here's the PICTURE****

Of my first preset.

Magenta~

 

 

Sorry it's taken me so long. I'd be on the game right now... But it seems to be having slight problems. *Shrugs*

 

Anywhore...

 

Hope you like her, and I'm eager for feedback!! :3

 

 

 

Arigatou gozaimasu! ~Astridskye

 



Damn

I can't believe my boyfriend can move his hips better than me. And dance. And move. And flirt.... ._.

Fuck you, Koibito.

Short post is short

 

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It's Frostie's new character.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Hope you like it, my little washi! :P

 

 

Absolutely everything, koibito

To koibito.
(To My lover.)
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Absolutely everything.
That's what I love.
Absolutely everything.
I adore.
Hair,
Eyes.
Smile,
Sighs.
Nothing is wrong.
Not a bad thing.
Say me naive
Tell me I'm crazy.
Your perfect in my sights.

My darling Koibito
Sleep well tonight.

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Chocolate eyes.
Give me butterflies.
Soft smiles.
I soar for miles.

Tender kiss,
Oh what bliss.
Your hands in mine.
How they intertwine.

Sweet caress,
Let me express
My love for you~
For this poem, is so very true.

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This one doesn't need a poem. XD

You.
Are.
S
E
X
Y
XD

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Love you, Mr. Blunt-Bastard.

~Astridskye

Natureclan~

 

 

I believe this was an apprentice ceramony... For... Hm...

 

*Rarepaw

*Dustpaw

*Duskpaw

 

 

 

 

Here it is!

 

 

In all it's glory!

 

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Speaking of glory, how epic is this???

 

 

 

 

~Astridskye

The amazing, the wonderful, THE RANDOM KITTEH!

This cat, guys.

Caught my attention.

._.

It was just THAT pretty.

 

I only know her name...

Stormstripe 

 

                                                     HOWEVER




She goes on the blog.


Cause I say so.



So, more Pictures of this pretty kitty!

Nebula portal mod. Credit goes to original creator

 

 

 

 

Game: www.feral-hearts.com

 

 

 

 

 

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And, I'm also going to introduce Mini-Jester! See if you can spot him. ( Hint: He's really cute! ^_^ )

 

Mini-Jester serves as a journalist for all things going on in Flourite Plains. It's a new feature I'm hosting on the blog.

 

Taken in Natureclan:

 

Cats that were supposed to be in this picture:

 

*Ratgaze- Black and Grey she-cat

*Savageclaw- Brown & white ocelot tom

 

 

 

Challenge

 

Here's the JOTS banner. Think anyone can improve it? :3

 

 

 

 

Oh god..Why...

 

Watch at your own risk.

 

Random thing.

 

....~B.R.A.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

ABC's of JOTS

Warning! This is the first thing that popped into my head.... Be warned.

The ABC's of Jester Of The Sasori~

A- the first letter of Akilina and Ayame's name.

B- Boisterous ways of Larko

C- Comedic way The teens view life

D- Drama..Drama... And more drama

E- Everything. That's what they are in Jester's mind.

F- Falling cherry blossoms, Ayame's symbol.

G- Guaranteed happiness

H- Hokey-pokey. Be prepared children >:3

I- Intertwined fates.

J- JESTER! 8D

K- Kissing, Jester's specialty ^_^

L- Larko. Trollope

M- Money. He's never Gonna run out of it.

N- "Never gonna be alone, from this moment on. If you feel like letting go I won't let you fall-"

O- O.M.G. Children! Put some pants on!

P- Part time jobs. You will has.

Q- Questions... You guys never run out of them -sigh-

R- Restaurant. Where I first gathered you three together.

S- Scorpion. _-->> Sasori

T- The cabin. You guys really seem to love it, Hm?

W- Whole. I feel whole when we are all together.

X- Add two more x's. 0_0 Whaaat? <_< >_> who said that?!!?

Y- Young. You are.

Z- Get some rest children. We will meet again on Sunday/Monday(:


I wuuuv you Ayame, Larko and Akilina!!! ^_^

Mod-i-fications

OKAY

 

So, I've been toying around with Mod's on FH www.feral-hearts.com Recently. Everything is phenomenal, and very much different. I took a few screenshots of my bestest friends on Feral hearts... Here they are Mod-i-fied. ( -snickers- Play on words~ )

 

 

Jester~

 

 

 

 

 

My character, also Astridskye on Feral hearts. You can't really see it well, but the white eye-shadow I usually have on his face seems... Better? Not sure

 

 

Ayame~

 

Sweetest person like, ever! Ayame_pup on Feral Hearts. Look her up if you play. She truly is amazing. I think the Mod-i-fication made her look... Japanese~Ish. Not that I'm complaining xD



 

 

 

Akalina~

 

Freaking awesome guys. This girl... She's what brightens up my days a lot. Her character turned bad-ass with the mod-i-fication. :D 

 

 

Larko to be posted whenever he gets his butt online x_x

Another flower update

Only the best flowers make it on my blog. ^_^

New Video~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=J2gIZrS7Ypo&feature=plcp

Second Video!!!

For you, Darkfrost!! :P

<3 WUUUUUUUUUUUUUV YOOUUUUUU!!!

~Astridskye

//Blythe Ross Anderson

Belated Video

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=--CnXiUjOrA&feature=plcp

My latest Youtube video. I forgot to post it on the blog, so I am now! ^_^

Another video will be posted shortly after this post is done. :P

~Astridskye

//Blythe Ross Anderson

Jkll

So, I was looking through my screenshots archive for my beloved game, Feral Hearts.
( www.feral-hearts.com ) I stumbled upon the old photos from Forestclan, and I was like: "Hey! I should do a tribute for someone.." After about five minutes of pondering whom to dedicate it to, I stumbled upon a picture of my old character Crowblizzard. Well he just looked so GOSH-darn happy!

Then it hit me:

Nightwing.

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She was so sweet, kind and a great roleplayer. I knew then that I had to dedicate this tribute to her.

So, without further ado...

Also, I dug through my blogs to find This:

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Nightwing is a caring and loving cat. Her birth clan ( FlameClan ) was abusive and aggressive. They were always waging war. She was lucky to even be alive because most of the kits that grew up with her died because of the abuse. The leader Lionstar was the main source of the abuse. All the warrios grew up as she did and are too loyal to care for the kits. Nightwing's birth mother, Waterflight helped her kits escape but died protecting them. Their father Ironfur died beside her mother. He was more loyal to his family than his leader.

Afterwards the young leader of Leafclan ( Poppystar ) Helped Nightwing survive the wild and gave her to a new allied clan. Nightwing hasn't seen Poppystar since.

Now Nightwing Flourishes in her new clan, and she hopes to be the best warrior. She also hopes to raise her own kits one day.

Nightwing's theme is Perfect.

 

Name: Nightwing

 

Description: Black she-cat with light gray markings and bright blue eyes.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BV2yQQlCn5A

 

 

 

Thanks for being as awesome as you are, jkll! I hope that you continue to roleplay. You're amazing at it. ^3^

 

 

~Astridskye

Procrastination Project

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=STRyR-yHWLU&feature=youtu.be

Just something I threw together as a procrastination project.

www.feral-hearts.com << Link to the /wonderful/ game.

 

 

 

So, No. You may NOT eat her~

You know who you are. Read the title. ._.

Midnight Discovery

Attention everyone!!' I have made a discovery!!!

Are you ready? Alright.

You see, I thought it'd be nice to unwind with some nice music before bed. Or maybe some really funny parodies. So, here I am. I usually laugh at almost everything...

...Yet, for whatever reason laughing is impossible at the moment! I just can't laugh.



So why can I not laugh? Well little boys and girls. I have the answer.


Ginger Ale.


So, if you ever want to not laugh, drink a nice cup of room-temperature giver ale.

~Blythe_Anderson

Tyrants Introduction~

New OC, Tyrant.

Expect to see him as well as Thrash a LOT on here~

Gaara's gift from Lee

Okay, first things first:

Constructive Critisism ONLY. - I don't want any "Ooh. Lol this sucks n00b" ._.



This is Gaara of the sand, property of Masashi Kishimoto.

Thanks~

Blythe_Anderson

Yeah... I was going to work on a video for Feral Hearts... But this happened instead. ^~^

Photos are from Feral Hearts.

Go here for the game: www.feral-hearts.com

Song is: "Technologic" By Daft Punk.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7HVDjtAWPt8&feature=related << Youtube lyrics for the song.


Other than the individual screenshots, I own nothing :D


~ Blythe_Anderson

The good type of black eyes

Gorgeous black-eyed Susan's.
Aren't they beautiful?

Simple Pleasures

The simple joy of a gorgeous flower.
Pink and white Hibiscus, found at Lowes.

Morning thoughts

Thrashfire opened his eyes lazily taking in his surroundings. He was in camp, in his nest. Green eyes drifted over to his sleeping mate. Her chest rose and sank shallowly; her not-so subtle snoring filling his ears. It had gotten worse ever since the couple found out she was expecting kits. She smelt of roasted wood and roses, a scent he found himself loving more by each passing day.

Slowly, as to not disturb his precious mate the tom removed himself from his nest. Treading carefully, he climbed up the small incline towards the highrock. Dawn was just making itself known, welcoming everyone who resided in flourite plains to awaken. It was more often than not that he would rise earlier than his clanmates, it was in his nature.

"Oh, those days... I miss you, dear freedom." He murmered into the wind, eyes darkening. The poor tom had no idea that when he decided to join the clan to be with his one true love, his freedom would be revoked. Thrashfire-Formerly known as Thrash- looked down, remembering all those days he would be able to run wherever he pleased. No one worried nor cared if he'd be home. Then again, in those days he had no real home. Life as a rogue was lonely, yet Thrashfire missed it dearly.

Another pang passed thorughout his mind when he couldn't remember the last time he had left camp. Sure, he was in Shadeclan. A proud, brave warrior that would lie down his life for his clan. Yet, he was not treated as one. Instead, he was almost always kept inside camp unless it was to go down to the nearby shore with Wildstar. Having a leader as a mate was very troublesome, especially when she was as protective and insecure as the ginger she-cat. There was no doubt in anyone's mind that the couple loved each other with every single ounce of their hearts. It was almost sickening how sweetly they stared at each other. Two love-birds acting lovey-dovey always.

Freedom was the one thing that plauged the former rogue. He supposed he was selfish for thinking this way, he had five wonderful step-children and kits on the way. Wildstar, while she terrified him with both her temper and slight clingy behavior was his "one true love." He knew from the moment he found himself coming back to her, just to say "Hello" he was smitten. Dramatic as well as Traumatic instances continued to throw themselves at the pair constantly, yet they made it work.

Thrashfire stood, looking up to the pastel sky. The sun was finally making it's appearance, casting soft light over the land. The slightest of smiles appeared at the corners of the large tom's mouth. If it were to be between his family and freedom, he'd have to make the only reasonable choice.

His mate, kits, family and clan came first. No cat, no mourning over what used to be... Nothing could ever take him away from them. Only Starclan, and that was long to come.

Ah, The smell of a new blog~

Ah, the wonders of Feral Hearts. Created By Kovu and a bunch of other people. It's a great game my friends. Especially for roleplaying. Yes, roleplaying is delightful ^.^ This blog is for the Warriors cats of Feral Hearts. Most of the posts will be pictures with descriptions, so watch for them!

Go here to join~ www.feral-hearts.com

Here we have one of my newer characters, Brackenstar. He is "Being the bunny"

8D

~ More to come.